你給我的。
第二個你給我的。
謝謝那些曾經 謝謝你 :)
我一定會帶著勇氣，帶著那份不畏懼 為自己爭取屬於自己的愛情。
:)
2013年6月30日 星期日
2013年6月18日 星期二
踮起腳尖愛。
舞鞋 穿了洞 裂了縫
預備迎接一個夢
OK 繃 遮住痛
要把蒼白都填充
勇氣惶恐
我要用哪一種 去面對他 一百零一分笑容
等待 的時空 有點重 重得時針走不動
無影蹤 他始終 不曾降臨生命中
我好想懂 誰放我手心裡捧
幸福啊 依然長長的人龍
想踮起腳尖找尋愛 遠遠的存在
我來不及 說聲嗨 影子就從人海暈開
才踮起腳尖的期待 只怕被虧待
我夠不著還 微笑忍耐 等你回過頭來
哪天 撲了空 折了衷
祈禱終於起作用
一陣風 吹來夢 卻又敗在難溝通
我終於懂 怎麼人們的臉孔 想到愛 寂寞眼眶就轉紅
踮起腳尖找尋愛 遠遠的存在
我來不及 說聲嗨 影子就從人海暈開
才踮起腳尖的期待 只怕被虧待
我夠不著還 微笑忍耐
等你回過頭來 你會回過頭來 回過頭來
想踮起腳尖找尋愛 遠遠的存在 我來不及 說聲嗨 影子就從人海暈開
才踮起腳尖的期待 只怕被虧待 我夠不著還 微笑忍耐 等你回過頭來
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提起了勇氣 告訴你我要離開的消息。
你沒有說話。
我不知道你的心裡有了哪些想法，
只是這些日子以來，
我一直都沒有離開過，
只是隨著時間的流逝，
我似乎看不見從前的你 從前的我們。
我給了一萬個無限個理由 試著留在你身邊不走，
只是你也給了我無數個傷痛的理由 要我離開才好。
心情很沉重，重的喘不過氣。
我不知道心裡的想法 傳達了多少個百分比，
只知道我在眼淚模糊的視線下 試著微笑著按著每個按鍵。
我的思緒很混亂，
我們還回的去嗎?
其實已經太困難了 對吧?
在現在的我們之間
找不到信任的平衡點
找不到付出的平衡點
也找不到留下的理由。
因為我不知道我在你的心裡 到底是朋友 還是戀人。
你待我開始像朋友，但對我要求像戀人。
我太迷網，迷惘的不知是否該繼續留下，
因為用戀人的心去看你，
我真的好痛。
我無法忍受你對別的女孩好，
無法分享你關心的眼神在別人身上。
我沒有辦法，
所以我只能離開，
這樣，我們才能真的自由。
你也才能真的去飛。
也許我一直都沒有了解你 而你也沒有真正的懂我，
我們只是這樣的牽著手走，以為能走到盡頭。
......
其實 我已經不知道自己現在想說甚麼 或者想做甚麼...
我難過的不知道該何以為靠...
我們都失去了吧!......
那對曾經j不顧一切也要相愛的戀人...
2013年6月16日 星期日
Yesterday
Hey dear day.
So many things to say and to write.
Several days and couple weeks later,
I finally decide to move forward and give up my old life.
I'm sad.
Too sad to describe my feelings to anyone, so I have no one to talk about my days.
Feel like my life has been gone by the unlimited love.
However, nomatter how much love I can pay for, I just finally feel I have nothing to give.
No passion and no patience.
It's terrible to feel this, but it just the way it is, just like u are the way u are.
I feel cold just as the same as the day I knew u betray our love.
All the negative feelings come back again. Even though I love u, I just don't feel it anymore only pain. It burns my soul and my love. Then nothing left. Nothing left anymore.
Eventually, I have to go.
I'm leaving
my love.
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那天 我沒有哭
只是為我的青春歲月微笑了。
那片海洋 是無法用愛填補的,
即使 我也曾想過愛他的海洋。
我沒有嘆息
只是輕輕的笑了。
有些路 總需要有勇氣的一個人走,
所以 我揮揮手的 向那片海洋告別。
謝謝它曾經給我的寬闊世界。
So many things to say and to write.
Several days and couple weeks later,
I finally decide to move forward and give up my old life.
I'm sad.
Too sad to describe my feelings to anyone, so I have no one to talk about my days.
Feel like my life has been gone by the unlimited love.
However, nomatter how much love I can pay for, I just finally feel I have nothing to give.
No passion and no patience.
It's terrible to feel this, but it just the way it is, just like u are the way u are.
I feel cold just as the same as the day I knew u betray our love.
All the negative feelings come back again. Even though I love u, I just don't feel it anymore only pain. It burns my soul and my love. Then nothing left. Nothing left anymore.
Eventually, I have to go.
I'm leaving
my love.
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那天 我沒有哭
只是為我的青春歲月微笑了。
那片海洋 是無法用愛填補的,
即使 我也曾想過愛他的海洋。
我沒有嘆息
只是輕輕的笑了。
有些路 總需要有勇氣的一個人走,
所以 我揮揮手的 向那片海洋告別。
謝謝它曾經給我的寬闊世界。
2013年6月8日 星期六
A busy new weekend.
Hey~u my little blog.
I've been doing well for this whole week.
It was super duper busy,
but I made it over.
Yeaeeee~
Talk to lots of ppl and feel better so far.
A new life is good.
New with all new rule that I make for myself,
not for anyone else.
I should feel happy and energized for my new life.
Even I have so much in my mind,
I should let go when the time is coming.
So, there's nothing that I can't give up.
Only things that I deserve to lift up.
I've been doing well for this whole week.
It was super duper busy,
but I made it over.
Yeaeeee~
Talk to lots of ppl and feel better so far.
A new life is good.
New with all new rule that I make for myself,
not for anyone else.
I should feel happy and energized for my new life.
Even I have so much in my mind,
I should let go when the time is coming.
So, there's nothing that I can't give up.
Only things that I deserve to lift up.
Derek! My true honest audience.
I'm doing well,
so don't worry. :)
I hope u have a very nice weekend!
Enjoy ur life, too.
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